Wednesday, February 16, 2005
16 Feb 2005 - 5a1 Phy lesson*-
Why do we have to result to tis?Why does we pretend we dont know each other-strangers?3 years of frenship lost in a day/month?is he blaming me for tellin my fren tt i like him...why not he blame himself for letting my fren saw tt sms..isnt it kinda ridiculous?Dead, sad, speechless, i myself in my own world..no one knows what i want n was it a dream or nightmare tt i had for the past nightshorrible sweet!one thing that i wan to say for long..can the 2 of us sit down n have a chat over it n get it over asap?i know i have no courage to do so..neither will he b infront of mi even i call him to...sometimes i questioned myself whenever i m alone..why do i have the courage to send it to u that day...have i done anything wrong...n why he ask me tt? for no reason??did i have to say "i like u" fr my own mouth other than sms or by my fren.. then he will reliase the person i fell for is him..Liking him since nov 2004...tis is wad i wrote after my class test.. we walked past each other for a few times today... i ignore him or he ignore mi..cant face him after tues... so *rotten* ...
in class..fren r no longer calling my name.. they r calling xiao mu gua's name instead of mine own.."_______. faster do" -sigh-
things have been repeating since ydae.. blah blah blah~
today can take N level certificate..but i chose to take tml..cus long quene lohx.. *diao* den fiona ask mi y didn we cum back for upper sec recess...-sigh- a topic which i have no ans n no power to do so.. last time i wish i m in the same recess..but now? dun no~ no comments
leavin the sck n koe tt he was behind mi n fiona...walked out of sck together..but he n his fren were behind us.. -hurt-
after tt go study with yvonne at mos burger n pass kiat sum english stuff.. around 4+ go northpoint with xiaomei.. nth to do mah.. den go back sun plaza to eat with mum.. den headed to Mrs Yow hse.. take hongbao~
crap with them...the them include rina, jieyi, yvonne, vincent, renjie, junwei, alex, andy, dolp, wen loong.. haha..so funny they all...=D
go home around 9+.. den do hw n everything..
so life is like tt..
tml? how?? hu can help mi to pull mi?
*i wan tt sling bag*!!!!!! -haha-
sck news: teachers gt marry le...congrats..
pIeAiRpEaRl_________("v")__________xIaO.mU.gUa
yipeeS-
